Ugh

Blah. Bleck. Yuck. :(

That's how I feel today. At the risk of sounding like a broken record, I just really hate my body right now. My belly pooch seems to be growing, not shrinking. My butt is lower and squishier than I remember. My constantly-in-use boobs don't have the perky look I'd like. Even my hair is annoying today.

It's getting more and more frustrating to get dressed every day. Tops I favored during pregnancy now look baggy and dumpy. Shirts I wore pre-pregnancy are too short, too tight, and too low cut. My bra options are limited to ugly sporty versions, unflattering training bra-esque styles, or ill fitting nursing bras. And even though I can fit into my jeans- none of them actually fit. Each pair is a failure for its own specific reason, but in general they're too loose in the legs, too saggy in the butt, too tight around the belly, and too gappy in the back. I have a short rotation of items that I can tolerate, and the regular repetition is getting old. My options seem to be lounge in t-shirts and sweatpants- a combo that doesn't call attention to my specific body flaws, but only because it makes me look (and feel) like a slob in general, OR, wear "that one shirt that doesn't make me feel totally and utterly like crap" again. And in my opinion- both of these options suck.

I hate my wardrobe, I hate my body, I hate this feeling, I hate this day.